Happiness is a choice. Yeah, things in life make it difficult, but at the end of the day, you control your own happiness.

I read this quote and something ticked. I’m back- the wall that has building is broken; my energy and passion renewed and my sense of true self found again!

And how significant- 1000 posts in. 1000 posts I have made since March 2010. I don’t really know how much I have changed, but I have experienced a lot and I think that must have changed my somehow, somewhere.

There are 1000 things on this blog that I have posted that represent me, or my emotion, or my interests, likes or life. One thousand fragments of me belong to the Internet for everyone to see. Swell!

Tomorrow, we find out the 2013 executive prefect body. Honestly, I’m a little sad it’s my term thats coming to an end. I don’t know if I’m ready for the world yet. But the new girls will be wonderful, and I have had such a fabulous year with the people that have been a part of it- however big or small their part may have seemed, and I’m excited for what the future will hold.

So, with my returned fresh outlook on life, I’m off to bed- restore my body cells, replenish my soul and relieve my brain.

Tomorrow will be a great day :)

I want to be me again.

Is that too much to ask? I just want to be the person that I was before when everything was good, and nothing mattered unless I wanted it to. 

Where did I go? Did I get lost along the way? Stumble onto a different path or drift into a different creek?

I’m lost and without a map. Sometimes I see glimpses of me though, cracks within the walls where I can peek through and see her. But then I keep walking. I can’t turn around. I just need to break through and get back on the other side.

Wouldn’t it be nice if the world was Cadbury?
― Cadbury Advertisment
Wouldn’t it be powerful if you fell in love with yourself so deeply that you would do just about anything if you knew it would make you happy? This is precisely how much life loves you and wants you to nurture yourself. The deeper you love yourself, the more the universe will affirm your worth. Then you can enjoy a lifelong love affair that brings you the richest fulfillment from inside out.
― Alan Cohen